She was once a girl who thought keeping her mouth shut is always the answer.
She was never demanding nor expecting anything in return.
But in her mind, she’s dying and craving.
Yet, “not today,” she said.
She was once a timid girl who thought everything was rainbow.
She had never seen darkness, blackness and oblivion.
But one day, all the colors she had known vanished
Thus, dullness is the only color she holds.
She knows silence is mightier than any words but her mouth opens when needed to.
Dullness is the reality but making color is what she intended to do.
That timid girl is a big girl now.
That girl is me…
trying to brave the world ahead.