I talked to God this morning. Out of the blue, I said to Him, “God when will you give me the right one?” And He said, “Open up your heart.” I said, “God, they never asked me anything.” “Are you sure that you already opened up your heart?” And I was speechless. Boom! I tried to reason out but I can’t because… it’s true… I never fully open up my heart.
For me, it is hard to be open because being open means being fragile, weak. My 21 years of existence, I already built walls around me to keep away people from hurting me. Up to now, I am still struggling to be open, but I know God is working!
“The wall you build to hinder pain is the same wall that hinders happiness”